~ My Midnights consists of ~ Whispers within your ear of whatever you desire/ Allowing me to provide the cocoa butter oil massage therapy, slowly guided by the dim light of the moon & stars / A fair amount of exchanges of deep kisses in the mouth, periodically parting just for air & eye contact/ Emotionally as well as mentally you have decided it's midnight & the only way to communicate is physically ~

~ Alone ~ It takes a lot to take over the world/ Difficulties always seem to pop up but decisions have to be made/ Every day you deal with trying moments/ The lessons of today prepare you for the drama of tomorrow / Never have I ever felt more alone than today but I will prevail

~ I remember a long time ago being in love. Free with my thoughts, love making in 8 hour periods, capable of making decisions not under stress, romantic when least expected,poetically inclined with my mind, unusually sweet when focused on her & open with my thoughts ~......yes I miss the days of being in love.......

~ Life, Liberty & the pursuit of happiness ~ ( not an easy road to take) ~I just got off of work at Ikea. Worked 945 to 700...a friend heard that I was going to walk home and offered a ride. He also volunteered to drop me at train station. ( I work 12 to 7 am as usual on sundays) Nice people why so few out there? So here I am about to rest and a few thoughts cross my mind. How do I study when i have to leave hours before work with no car ( hopefully I get it Friday but that's no help to me now)..You want something with substance in your social life..what was the words a friend this past weekend once said my equal, how is that possible? Had a nice First romantic( flowers,book,bag meeting/ date this past Saturday as usual my defense mechanisms were up (when does anyone put them down, these days?).....i said to myself since I spent all my money Friday and walked to work Saturday..what is the reason one goes all out. Who know what happens the next day so why not.I just heard for the first time a homegirl of mine, her husband sadly did her wrong so i said hey..i am there for you if you need to talk so sorry about what happened to you. Maybe every little step I make is not always the correct one but I try. Reflections of an over crowded weekend. Life is about experiences no need to pretend just ~ BE ~....

~ I have to admit some days you have to reflect on what you did so you don't make the same mistakes( Mon)/ foolish decisions ( Tue)/ trust the wrong person with critical information ( Wed)/ hand in the wrong papers (Thurs)but T.G.I.F.....rest,body & motion is all that's required, think about it Saturday morning~