~ Knife ~

~ Never give an individual a second chance to bury a knife in your back. Only allow them one shot to be real....One slip up means just that....good night, good luck & goodbye...you have exited my circle of friends, my eyes are shut to your very existence thus no regrets ~

Windy

~ There is something beautiful about being just who you are...regardless of the bad elements ( whether it blows in your path like the wind..east, west, north or south )..It just means you don't let others influence your life choices ~

H & S

~ I don't believe in playing hide & seek especially when what I want ...Is right in front of me..Neither should anyone else ~

Climb

~ The biggest problem with people today is they are worried about how it looks to others. You do the right thing because it needs to be taken care of but taking a survey ( checking the blood pressure of others ) is not a wise direction to follow.. just mind, heart & soul ....be sure the mountain of an issue has been climbed, period ~

3 point shot

~ People are always going to be judgemental. Wasting my breathe on trying to convince them of anything concerning my life long ambitions, bold choices or goal pursuing activities...well..I was not put on this earth to do that, nor where you ~

I believe

~  I believe, I believe in me and even if the whole world feels as if my education will result in nothing, I believe. Even if everyone I seem to come in contact with seemingly just laughs at my age and current job title without knowing my background as to how I got here, I believe. Sadly many continue to doubt me however regardless of the circumstances ...I will get over that mountain. Alone I walk that path & ...I still have my eyes on the prize, I believe in me..~

Guessing games are for fools

Holding your own is not just speaking your mind but using historical facts to better clarify what you wish to get through to those that are uninformed or unknowledgeable of this country's past... it is the only way to get your point across

Yes i mean you..

~The person who says it can't be done shouldn't interrupt the person who's doing it~

Now and then

~ I am a conservative..which means I love details...but remain fond only of the truth however, I  desire to hear a modest opinion every now & then ~

Strength from within

~ Rainy nightshift weather like this makes you wish you were in a better place...however I remind myself to remain strong continue my SCSU studies & put my best foot forward ....complete my education then I will be in a better place, eyes on the prize ~

BD

We live in a world in which a difference of opinion is expected but everybody sure as heck has a very sensational reaction when it actually does happen...life is a beautiful disaster

Recipe for success

~ An ambitious mind, focused soul, unapologetic drive within your heart...&  a single goal to achieve is usually the perfect recipe for success ~

With luck...

Looking forward to a brighter day means a lot... not just tilting your head up...basic hard work... constantly remaining dedicated to your plan & unapologetic when it comes to others that get in your way

Do what i have to

~ I don't know how your going to where you have to be going but you will get there alone...I have my own ideas for how to complete my goals & one of them does not include watching ....it has more to do with doing ~

Truth be told again

~ Sometimes the only way you will solve the problem is to focus your attention on the issue right in front t of you...sometimes it's yourself then you just work on it ...giving up is not an option ~

Thanks for nothing

~ I would rather be around the good company of those that throughout my lean years ( getting my Bachelor's degree while within SCSU's waive program focused on my masters while working full time nightshift security) than exhale the same air in small spaces with people that instantly question, put down, whisper negatively or even falsely believe in me while I experience this process which I call my life ~

Will not rest till i complete my goal...

~ Accepting defeat, folding your cards, handing in your resignation ... basically giving up is not the way to complete your agenda....some way..somehow..or another if it can go one way ...it can go yours. Be the one to figure it the hell out ~

3 months before i begin training TKD

If anything..the last resort is to fight however, let me be clear to fight means to cripple or kill..to hurt means to basically allow the individual another later opportunity to face you once again & this cannot be

Assuming is foolish

~To assume that a nonviolent response is a weak reaction to ANYTHING is just like thinking the only thing that matters is your opinion which we all know that not to be true ~

How we see the world...

~ Life is about kisses ( deep , goodbye , longing, deep throated , emotional, engaging, touch the lips delicately & leave a deep impression ) listening ( to heartbeats as you stand close, to what people say, to what sounds surround your everyday living, to what makes you happy, sad etc.) &  expression ( smiles, frowns etc.)... which makes the word goes round ~

The hot dance

the hot dance

        I envy others

Everybody is destined to die yet we all hope for a better life, what matters to the good seems to make more sense to those that commit consistent sin. What kind of world do we live in when doing the right thing no longer counts...quite a dance with the devil ~

         Don't envy me

Time is not on the side of the kind....but seems to place itself in the arms of angels for those that seem to break the hearts & dreams of others...a platonic yet bleak way of traveling  about life seems to be the only way to go...quite a dance with the devil ~

       Envy those with hope

~ Money is the root of all evil yet equally the Lifeline of the hardworking, honest priority having individual....either way you need to relish in it to survive or crave it from a distance ....quite a dance with the devil ~

    Don't envy the hopeless

Let it be...

It's sad we live in a world which has people feeling that you must seriously MIRROR ( I am married, why aren't you? I have children, why don't you? My sole focus is money, why isn't that yours as well?) them....Let people live their lives the way they wish to, period ~

No patience...

~ Dont wait for the best years of your life to pass you by waiting for someone not worth the wait ~

L O V E

~ L O V E .....is when two people erase the differences standing between them &  in a very sensual manner ..poetically .. emotionally... physically... engage, no embrace what will make them whole , one ~

Tough cookie

~ To understand me is to take the time to know me but if you make a judgement well before a word is even exchanged ..your lost, another person's gain cause they took to time & kept an open mind  ~

What is in store...

~ Everybody life wise experiences... a dance between the shade of sunlight with moments of pitch darkness & moonlight filled periods .... ~

Type of loving...

~ L O V E = Learn Objectively Visit Eternally ~

Awakenings

~ Sometimes ...your destiny is coveted within the light while the fate of another is fraught entirely in darkness but that is the nature of the beast....which we call the days & nights of an engaged life ~

Its funny ( worth repeating )

~ Its funny that the same person that used to put you down, skip class, wonder why your studying instead of drinking on the corner & used to get ALL the ladies attention. Today he's trying to be your friend, inquiring how to get a job in your organization, struggling with paying off child support, trying to wave you down while your driving by the bus stop. TIME CHANGES EVERYTHING, PEOPLE ...Eyes on the Prize ~

For the Chess players....

...... Every choice you make ....
...... Whether it is now or later .....
.....The moves you make reflects...
.....on others as well as your self.....
..... You can either be a pawn &
..... Settle for decisions one step at a time ( like a king).......or Wisely...be that Knight & make that L ( L is for ~  Life ~ time moves )...which usually leads to finding a Queen.....it is a CHESS game which life is...I am not here to play checkers ~..

2 days of worry..

~ The world we live in...not a perfect one... I used to look forward to the weekends....now I fear it & the actions that follow ~

Keep your eye on the ball...

~  People are always going to be seeking a way to second guess you work wise....while they are consistently playing guessing games...the only thing you can do is focus on the task at hand so you can achieve your goal.... worrying about what others think is not part of the agenda ~

PPF...

~ WORK WISE.....If you don't know the PAST ...you will be treading water in the PRESENT ...instead of making waves in the FUTURE ~

No do overs...

~ It does not matter how much time has passed if you destroyed what trust you had with an individual....there are no start overs ~

T/L

~ True friends will routinely tell you the raw truth while others have the habit to consistently comfort you with a lie ~

I miss women 2

~  I miss women.... the group ~ Guy ~the song~ Let's Chill~ erotically, tastefully blasting while ( hand to hand) ..with our eyes desirably locked in focus on one another..we passionately slow dance in a deep embrace the way people that care about one another do ~

I miss women ~1

I miss women...I miss exchanging deep natured conversations... yet all the time I am patiently watching poetically inclined dialogue like molasses drop tentatively from her lips while learning what she is all about...& essentially what it means to ~ BE ~ with someone that wishes you to express your thoughts~

HOW I REACH A WOMAN..

Deep ...well said.....I always say...kiss her mind... penetrate her thoughts before even sharing a kiss.....what is in the air..lasts longer than the moisture of each other's lips....

Ppf

~ Something to take note of...if you refuse to become knowledgeable of the PAST ( KNOW YOUR HISTORY ) then don't expect to make a damn of a difference in the FUTURE cause you are currently stuck in the hole of the PRESENT which you put yourself within ~

Self reliant man

~ Life begins when you make that extra effort to be that individual who has a destiny worth paying attention to, never let others guide you when your capable of navigating a dream into a reality your damn self ~

I trust you

~ Back in the day....I used to believe trust a person based upon the period of time I know them. Now a days ...this is true but I now need to bear witness to the fact your in my corner. Life is too short to make unnecessary mistakes ~

Checkmate

~ Life is not about worrying what people think of you and your activities....Living is all about you making with chess move precision very wise choices regardless of what eyes are upon you as well as what others perceive of you ~

The way to go...

~ People often make fun or don't support people that choose a path others would rather ignore...perhaps that is the best path for you to travel & set your heart upon...when concerning your goals...life is not about following others but making your own way in the world ~

CDP

~ It takes more than courage, drive & pride to be decisive when making life choices...you have to want to succeed more than anything else ~

More words,.

Words when exchanged with the right person...you will finally find that friend that truly treasures your wishes, takes you within their confidence & be in your corner.... Dialogue between lovers begin with small talk yet eventually evolve into something ...I call the dream life of angels

No assistance needed

~ In the matter of money, If I am the sole individual responsible for making it...then I am the sole person capable of making the decision as to its final destination, period ~

Colorful casting

~ Question : what is the term people use that is not a derogatory comment when describing a predominantly black cast film? Answer : An Urban picture. ~

~ Question : what is the term people use that is not a derogatory comment when describing a predominantly white cast film? Answer : A ghost film. ~

I must be going

~ There is more to a woman than just beauty...if she adds up two plus two and comes up with 6 ( hide the wallet)also excuse yourself from the conversation, if your reading a book titled Crime & Punishment by Dostoevsky & she asks you if it's a picture book ( I don't care how gorgeous she looks ) just walk away & if her idea of work ( in 2016 with the taxes we pay in Connecticut! ) is that of a house wife then tell her you have an emergency ...RUN & don't look back ~

MJ speaks up

In my MODEST opinion....and based upon every episode of forensics files ( first episode takes place in CT...police officer husband kills wife ( mother of his two children) then puts her in a wood chipper), 48 hours & the documentary film titled ~ Murder on a Sunday Morning ~....the words/ actions of a celebrity ( in this case MJ ) does not, will not & can not change the mind ( actions or attitude) of someone ( with no morals at all) that is willing to take a life...regardless of the circumstances that follow. I truly wish I could say different .....but .....sadly I can not......

Being direct

~ If you can not say your statement in a crowded room full of all different type of people ( that walks this earth without offending a soul) then it is not worth listening to in the first place ( either you accept we all inhabit this earth thus respect each other or let the door hit you on you a** on the way out ) ~

M

~ I don't need a mirror to remind me that I am the only one that I can count on when within a very tight spot ( activities, life & work wise) , neither should you ~

*who I am

~ I may not be the one you expected but I am the hardest worker here & it's time for you to come to terms with who I am.... 😏 ~

My sex drive, simply put

~ It is better to be physically intimate with someone you desire to share your life with than to just have groove on with an individual you only wish to share your bed with ~

ITS BOUND TO MATTER ONE DAY...

~ What is impressive about being with someone is not just the intimate moments, only the romance, things you have in common or even just the little things......I think a sincerity in communication really can go a very long way... ~

Irony

~ Everybody that walks this earth has an ironic... clarification of an opinion in which they all wish to provide to others....but when it concerns yourself...the only opinion that matters is your own ~

PPF

The truth may make you sick...but it is learning  the truth about the past while within the present that makes you better equipped for a more pleasant future...

Truth about me...

~ Actor / Producer/ Screenplay writer will ( after completing my education, of course) .....be my life within FILMMAKING.....only......NOTHING ELSE MATTERS.... everything else.....is something of modest interest.....but film has my complete attention... ALWAYS.......I don't leave the documentary on Stanley Kubrick film life... playing continuously for nothing....I go to sleep with it on and wake up to it..... film is life ~

S e x...last...

~The other day I was asked why not sex at first....well when you want to know a woman....in the 7 dates before...logically one wants to emotionally understand what makes her evolve.....mentally come to a enormous sensual communication of what let's her be better than she was the day before...all this before physically engaging in what makes people of the opposite sex...play chess...with the heart ~

Father knows best

~ My father ( A Vietnam war veteran) told me at a very young age..whenever someone states to you that you are a minority. Be polite & state quite kindly ...A. I breathe air....B. Walk this Earth.... C. HUMAN just like you. Thus I am part of the majority ~

Pretty much...

~ There pretty much is no better way to say this but to speak the truth.....there will ALWAYS be a far more attractive individual than the the one your with...what you need to come to terms with ..is being satisfied with the inner sanctum of the mind, heart & soul of who your with ....that invisible yet irreplaceable kind of beauty will NEVER get old ~

What we look for...

~ Never be that individual that is satisfactory with just what your eyes see which is just outer beauty.....it is that inner beauty ( of the mind , heart & soul as well as how it shines through when you speak your articulate yet precise thoughts, smile & express yourself without fear triumphantly ) which gives you reason to be really alive...so that you should only look for the same in a significant other ~

Decisions

~ I don't change the desires or interest In whatever I am interested within life wise based on the attitudes, looks or foolish encouragements of the people in an audience. I don't make life decisions based on which way the crowd goes ~

Truth be told....

~ I get sick & tired of running into people that have the ability to do anything they want but choose to do as little as possible then complain about how the system is not working for them. Life is short & if you plan to live in this world we live within...anything less than your best is not worth my ( or anybody else's) time , eyes on the prize ~

Shine

~ Waiting for someone else to find you beautiful is a waste of your time. Basically find that inner beauty within & continue to be yourself....end of the day....who you are....what you can ( and eventually will be)..& where your going will shine ~

May 2010

~ I love you ~ 3 little words some people wait a lifetime. just to hear just once from that special someone/most people can't get enough of these 8 letters /others run in the opposite direction when their spoken/just to hear the whispers of this late at night in your ear brings some to tears of joy or the silence of sorrow/ a fragment of the imagination to most/a page you fold within a novel, ~I love you ~ Anonymous~

Easy money

~ Yes I have hard hands due to hard work, dirt under my finger nails due to hard work, bags under my eyes due to less sleep due to hard work...there is no such thing as easy money ~

My Vocabulary

~  Whenever someone tells you that you can't do something. Let them know that word is not in your vocabulary ~

Still the truth.. may 9 2012

~ The only thing that matters is finding someone to wake up to & you don't have to remind yourself to smile it comes naturally /massaging that special someone with your deep french kisses all over just to deliver them into a comfort zone / learning everything about them that to communicate words aren't necessary any longer/ it takes a lot of trust to fall a sleep in one another's arms & know your safe, this is what you settle for nothing less ~ anonymous ~

Poetics

~ I may not be the one you expected but I am the hardest worker here & it's time for you to come to terms with who I am.... 😏 ~

So I say....

~ Everyday you take a step back & breathe the air.... remember only you ....can be the one to change your circumstances....whether it is good, bad or indifferent ~

Seeing is believing

~ Ambition is what motivates you to focus & achieve the what others are afraid of ....life is too short ~

No thank you...

No matter what ...your courage ( inner beliefs/ basic values/poetic drive ) is always challenged when people tell you....NO...it's not possible... But it's that faith within that makes you believe

Find a way...

~ There are times when you want to take a sledgehammer to the mountains that separate you from your dreams....but all you can do in real world.... is find a way to go under, over, through or around it....life is too short to sit & wait for climate to do the job your capable of doing yourself ~

Guru

~ Guru ~ Ashes to ashes & dust to dust I damage mc's , like a grave digger I refuse to rust, I do not intend to fail the game plans to elevate my style is what I do to mask the pain, to misquote me once you do yourself & others an injustice , I speak with a suave nature of the poetic voyage of the unaffiliated alphabet, top of the G.O.A.T list ~ Guru~....R.I.P~

Dating outside your race & homosexuality

YOU PRETTY MUCH HAVE THREE CHOICES HERE......

A. GET A GUN AND DO WHAT YOU CHOOSE BUT GO TO JAIL FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

B. GET A KNIFE AND CUT YOUR OWN THROAT...THIS WILL NO LONGER BE A PROBLEM.

C. SHUT THE HELL UP AND DEAL WITH THE FACT THAT THIS IS HAPPENING ALL OVER THE WORLD WILL NOT CHANGE.

BUT COMPLAINING ABOUT IT WONT CHANGE A DAMN THING, NUFF SAID.,...

High gear

~ Whenever you breathe ...remember to be happy & blessed that you have witnessed ...this precious time has fortunately passed you by however....after that moment get back in high gear...you have goals to complete ~

Breathe

~ Sometimes when everything ( education, full time work, life's obstacles) hits you all at once you sometimes just have to step back & just take breather......then go on ~

Truth of the matter....

~ Every plan is capable of failing, logistically speaking always have a wise/ detailed fail safe...but stay on your path regardless of the obstacles ~

No limitations

~ Always know your limitations, so your essentially far more knowledgeable about what glass ceiling your going to go through next ~

TP

~ the one thing about making moves when playing chess ( living life ).... Never give an explanation as to why you decided to go in a certain direction. Why should I explain myself to anyone especially if the move I made is positive yet not a move you would have made. Life is too short for me to worry about the activities of others ~

Respectfully telling you

~ Respect is something that you expect when you give it... Life is to short to expect anything less ~

So be it.....

~ We all have our ups and downs to deal with while we walk this amazing earth. However it turns out for you..... best try to not boast about your good fortune or take your frustration ( due to failure) out on the other individual. You may be in their place of shame or happiness one day ~

SELFISH

~ The beauty of remaining a very focused ( basically have a refuse to give up ATTITUDE ) individual..is you reach ....your goals when least expected & it is much more satisfactory when you do it alone ~

A silent truth

~ If you feel that the best way to tell someone the truth about themselves is to give them a little white lie and hope they see through it, don't do it. Just don't say a thing....they will think about it & wonder why you choose to stay silent in the first place, a silent truth also matters to those you care about ~

Before and after

BEFORE & AFTER

This morning I got off of work and decided on a quick breakfast ( since I have an early class at school and no time to cook). I live in Connecticut ( a democrat controlled state ) yet this is what I see an individual that has no food for themselves sleeping in a corner in McDonald's. As a black conservative republican..... it sickens me to my stomach that people are struggling to survive & the Democrats ( who are lower than dirt! )....feel the only way to make things better is to ...raise your taxes, take away your legal ability to defend your house, family as well as yourself, help refugees ( before your own home grown Americans) & put the country further into debt. Either way as an independent minded individual ..I did my best to help the poor Gentleman. REPUBLICANS unlike democrats ....actually care & are not above doing good deeds.....to help others .

Yes,I am a proud conservative republican in America

Black Republican

Question:

Why are you a Republican? Give me 3 reasons

Answer: 

A. I don't believe in taking more money ( raising taxes) from people that work hard while making calculated life decisions ( sometimes sacrificial)... in order to supplement ( or assist ) those people that ( refuse to work) or have to be dragged out of bed just to get to work on time or even make a living. We were all born naked and given the opportunity to survive in this world.

B. Since Cheshire, CT ( and before it ) I don't believe in........ if being robbed or assaulted in my own home that the best decision for me...is to hide in a closet and whisper into a phone while crossing my fingers for help to arrive. The 2nd amendment is there for me & every other hard working AMERICAN to defend my property, period!

C. Lastly my father has always said the only thing I need to survive is hard work & education. With this being said ......A smaller sized government is something that I am all for..... cause we do not need Big  government ( a dozen useless programs or people in soft or unnecessary positions) taking up space  in a country with strong intelligent conservative minds.

YES, I am proud to be a conservative republican.

Its a start

~ If you are the only person that believes in you then so be it. At least you know someone believes in you....even if it's just yourself. You have to start somewhere. ~

Perfect english

~ Throwing in the towel is a boys option, however as a man you just need to find a way to succeed. Failure is not part of a gentleman's package ( mind, heart & soul ) ~

Term limits

~ What you learn today will eventually give you a much better outlook upon tomorrow & you won't make the same mistakes of yesterday ~

Just so you know...

~ Truth comes in so many unrecognizable forms yet a lie exhibits itself in plain sight ~

~ Lovemaking ~

~ Lovemaking ~

A poetic movement of the body with eye contact all within the dark

                     BE

Listen to your lovers heartbeat & find it begin to slowly rise when you find the correct spaces while focusing on hitting  your mark

                      MY

Dialogue switched up for a better way to connect but with touch

                    Soulmate/

Only thing that matters is the scent of 4play before & after with an in-between of lust

                     Valentine 

My two cents

My two cents

Hmmmm..... MY FAVORITE PAINTER IS Vincent Van Gogh........ I love his amazing touches of art....yet when I think of Picasso.....it amazes me to know that these two artists is like the sun and the moon..... Picasso is like the sun..the world shined upon him endless amounts of awards....love of sunshine...from day one till his dying day... However...like the darkness surrounding the moon Vincent Van Gogh....never felt...the heated amounts of love bestowed upon the sun.... Yet the moon continually rise regularly for a reason it had a job to do...so did Vincent Van Gogh.....With this being said....I have to say....Like Picasso in the arts..certain people...( particular genders or NATIONALITIES will feel the love of awards from here till hell freezes over) yet some may control the why or how come....many just are here living their lives and providing art for the masses.....While others will ( like Vincent Van Gogh ) will provide people with stirring and moving portraits that will stay in our minds...dig into our souls...yet up lift our hearts....yet from an awards point of view like the moon will be surrounded by darkness.....and receive very little if any materialized sort of recognition. Basically just like Vincent Van Gogh did in his life time. Although I see what Jada Pickett Smith is saying......I have to say....Life in the art world...is not about getting an award from the main stream...but its about putting  out work ....that matters....Every year or two there has been a complaint ( in the 39 years I have lived on this earth)....about not enough people of a certain race...( black, Hispanic, Indian...it can go on)...well begging a group of people to throw a chip in our direction is not necessary... And crying to the media won't change a thing... Just do the work and do what Greta Garbo and others did when it came to awards or the media..ignore them...they may come to you..( still ignore them) ..The experience Hattie McDaniel received when it came to ~Gone with the Wind ~ Should have told you from day one...its just not worth it...end of story.... Gordon Parks gave the world ~ the learning tree ~ among many other things in the art world....but the fact he didn't receive countless awards....does not mean it was a wasted life.... Thus the same can be said about Vincent van Gogh....period..

LOVING

~ the Beauty of a good woman comes from when you first take the time to see who she is from within. Small talk turns to refined yet articulate conversation thus you learn her thoughts on life, her ideas on what makes the world a better place & what it takes for a prince to lay the ground work for seeing what it means to be with a loyal yet sensual sincere queen. Who she is inside slowly begins to shine ultimately if you can talk to her .....years can pass by, looks can eventually on both sides fade & you can beyond that outer frame of loveliness truly discover what a female is all about. It's all about when a man loves a woman but more importantly how he goes about doing it ~

the Cold

~ the Cold  ~

~ Emotions run high in the CONNECTICUT cold weather ~
~ Apples delicious, colorful language & pipe dreams ~
~ Physical attributes tend to catch the eye of gents wearing belts made of leather ~
~ Asian pears, bright dialogue & high beams ~
~ Mental L shaped knight moves of vibrant ice sickle like communication, lite like a feather ~
~ Pealed oranges, fade to black words with the vocal acrobats of the supremes ~