NYE2014

~ When I think of beautiful people with a good heart, intelligent mind & enduring soul, someone that I can say I am happy to call my friend....I think of you...may I say please enjoy this New Years Eve & have a very blessed Happy New Year to you & your lovely family ~

Smile

~ A photo tends to extract the ugly that seems to enhance itself in the hands of the unapologetic ~

Just so you know...

~ The music of Sade ~ Smooth Operator ~ playing in the background/ small exchanges of kisses while being fed dragon fruit/ the heats turned up so that there's a reason to rub ice cubes down the middle of the back in December/ I miss the nightly romance of just the two of us ~

I know this

~ Seriously speaking ..sometimes you can literally bend over backwards to make a person happy and still get no where with someone that sadly has no class. So the best thing to do these days is just walk away life is too short to waste your time trying to make them happy ~

Ha ha

~ People are very sentimental when it comes to when you mess up in life but why so harsh when you express distinct honesty concerning living out your dreams I have no idea ~

Lovely items

~To be with someone means to embrace their flaws, kiss their scars, unlock their naked ambitions , save the soft spoken thoughtful words for when you need to say something with encouragement and know that their silence while listening  to them express their pain is just another way to ~ BE ~ there for them.... loving a soulmate, infinite possibilities ~

C.A.R.E.E.R.

~The C.A.R.E.E.R Minded Male ~ Calculating Arrogant Realistic Engaging Evolving Radical Minded Male 1~NEAT 2~AADA 3~ SCSU 4~NYFA 5~USC ~ film or die ~

Simply put....education wise ( as of Dec 2014) I have/ will attend New England Acting Theater( done)....American Academy of Dramatic Arts(part time but not necesary so done).....Southern Connecticut State University ( current )....New York Film Academy ( soon)...University of Southern California ( soon).. Then will become ...an Actor..Producer & Screenplay Writer in films..

Internally speaking

... Internal tears begin to fall when I come to realize that for me to step outside just to shop for myself, my life by those sworn to protect it is in danger...Deep sorrow clouds my mind to know that if I choose to go for a run it may be perceived as something else & I may not return in good health.... A coldness makes tracks down the middle of my back at the thought that this is just the tip of the ice berg & there is more to come..... How do you say your proud to be an American yet ..with every innocent breath you take you have no idea what is justice or injustice is any longer ~

Ambitious

~ Ambition is something someone with drive should have yet to actually reach the goals set forth you should have a do or die attitude...failure is not an option ~

Rodent

~ Before you used to belittle me, now your having second thoughts of how you treated others, Now your trying to be my friend, I no longer pay attention to the individuals that resemble in action and attitude a rat ~

I s s u e

~ There are brilliant ways to tackle a problem & a foolish way to acknowledge you have one. Usually its wise to keep quiet & figure out how to solve the issue ~