Type of woman

~Type of woman you want.... Mentally ..openminded &  she speaks her thoughts, regularly
Emotionally she engages your 5 senses entirely...
Physically her inner beauty ( when she smiles ) showcases what engulfs  the outer frame... there is more to her than just what you see with your eyes...~

GM

~ A good man..shares through deep communication.. in elaborate detail the what, why, where & how come there are  physical scars of the past , emotional defense mechanisms within the present & what you are...mind , heart & soul for him in the future ~

Mistletoes

Q~ Day after Christmas...what to do with the Mistletoes?
A~ Still a couple days left in December... how about this...for a romantic thought or two..
26th~  Give her a detailed sponge bath then hang a few over the entrance of the bathroom & ask her to walk out ..s l o w l y..
27th~ Breakfast in bed ( you feed her) between each bite hang out the mistletoe...
28th~ Hold out a mistletoe before she leaves for work.
29th~Slow dance at midnight with a glass of wine in your hand, a mistletoe in her hand & Marvin Gaye's sexual healing ( live version ) playing in the background.
30th~ Cook her a nice dinner and place the mistletoe on her belly button afterwards..( Use your imagination)
31st~ After spending the evening out for New year's Eve..you place Mistletoes hanging over the bed...ask her to place a body part of hers that she wishes to be kissed....

I like coffee

~ Life without coffee is like Sex without a condom, you are not prepared to deal with the results in realm of the aftermath ~

Choices...( Be that Knight )

~ Sadly...we live within a world that has two types of people. Those people that dream about a specific way of living but put limitations on themselves which results in achieving absolutely nothing in life. Individuals that cut the fat out of titanium walls that literally stands in their way & like a Knight on a CHESS board find a way to reach their goals,choose wisely (I will be that Knight)~

Conservative Inspiration

~ Thank you Rahiem Brooks for the inspiration ( that it can be done)...when you graduated from Harvard you wanted to be a #Author but instead of peddling your books to others. Wisely you decided to create you own publishing company ( #prodigygoldbooks ) thus becoming your own distributor. When I graduate from ( #UniversityofAustinTexas )...I want to be a #Auteur  but instead of peddling my films to others. I ( currently in the process of ) will create my own LLC ( #HourglassfilmsLLC ) thus becoming my own distributor/creator ~

Romance is not dead...

~ I once heard the statement #romance is dead... I disagree ( I am of generation x )...I still feel that opening the door on a date, 🌹 roses ( given periodically throughout), a nice book she really enjoys ( given at the end of the 🌃 night, a box of 🍫 Munson's chocolate ( handed over when the time is right), Moscato🍷 white wine ( enjoyed at a table for two with a scented🕯️candle in the middle) & deep engaging ( poetically inclined) conversation...matters to a good woman. I guess till I find this type of female in CT. All I can do is keep searching for that thoughtful type of independent yet intriguing lady. It's all about the #lovejones ~

Finishing touches...

~ Over the course of my 42 years of life...I have met a lot of weak minded people. These are People that expect to use peer pressure to A. Get me to think like them. B. Motivate towards a direction of being like them. C. I will always do whatever makes me happy & I do not give explanations for the honest activities of my life ~

Eyes on...

~ I would much rather be that individual focused on my goals then envying other people & their accomplishments ~

Knights of Ancient Carthage

~Life is very short....Chess moves are what knights of the L shaped complicated life tends to gravitate more towards & checkers is a game for pawns ~

be you....

~No one else is responsible for what you do..once you wake up. Either seize the day of Objectivism or fall on your own sword of mortality.~

Truth be told...

~Life is beautiful but you have to feel the thorns while smelling the roses~

Life just to be honest...

~ Life is not about... Green pieces of papers with white men on the front of them...it is all about... personal happiness.... If getting an education, travel & doing whatever  would make you happy  literally than do it for you...not for anything else...it's all about..what makes you happy ~

Thought process..

~ Life matters don't let others, distract you from your goals~

The truth...

~ Even if you are the only one that stands alone... BE that only one ~

Keep the peace...and know your past..

~ Without History..you won't know your mistakes, recognize your pleasures & come to terms with what is ahead of you~

SCSU

~ Life is all about choices & I choose not to work for someone for the rest of my life. Focused on my studies at SCSU ~

H i s t o r y

~ Historical Facts of the past literally ..matters & it makes a difference in the present & sets the standard for the future ~

Wall of Jericho

~There are times when you have to recuperate, regroup, reorganize while coming up with the answer to problems that only solitude (& logical thinking) can help you get through that wall of Jericho~

Into you...

If a gentleman is really into the Lady....Basically Be direct....honest..yet unique in the approach & let the young lady know that there is more to her than that outer beauty that has caught your eye...who she is within is main reason you are standing in front of her....what she is thinking is the reason you wish to continue to explore her thoughts...over the years... & See where this goes in the long run...

Coffee and me...

~ When the chips are down and the walls seem to be closing in..step back, make a cup of coffee & get back in the thick of it all, no giving up ~

Looking up

~ If you are not loved, respected & looked upon as a human being when you hit bottom.You don't need them,once you hit the top~

M I N D

~ If you are ever confused as to where to find the beauty within a lady. Look no further than her deep, insatiable, formable, remarkable, sweet intelligent dialogue from her sharp enlightened mind ~

W/O

~ I workout for me not for others. My life is about what makes me happy ...not what makes others enthusiastic ~

Just a few words...

~ Sensuality, honesty, loyalty, intense monogamy with a direct yet forward nature to her (& this is just through conversation) is good thing to find in a woman ~

Look closely

~ The inner beauty of a good woman usually shines when she expresses herself through deep dialogue~

🔥

~ Trust is earned, never guaranteed..& like a fire🔥 once it's extinguished never to be lit up/trusted again~

August 12

~ I miss the August summer nights of ... exchanging long drawn out emails with good reason to write back / spelling things out with deep dialogue that has substance & meaning behind it/ counting the minutes till the next moment of communication happens ~

Good thought...

~ Just because the individual is good at sex ( curl the toes, breathless moments, poetic physically enchanting periods)... Does not mean they are not toxic with everything else.. ~

August 11

~ I miss the August summer nights of ...long deep delicious french kisses that feel like cut up 🍑peaches slowly touching the void of your throat / soft sounds of intimacy ( like a 🌟 star peeking out of the covers after midnight) literally & breathlessly interacting in between the lines of deep communication/ just looking at one another while feeling the cosmic connection ~

August 10

~ I miss the August summer nights of... soft 🌒 moonlight guide ( me naturally) 🍓 strawberries & cream feedings / sensually deep engaging back massages with a tickle me moments in between / the sexually enhanced sounds of ~ turn the light down low by  Bob Marley & Lauren Hill ~... enlightening the evening between two ~

My future life...

~ My ( key word) Ideal relationship ( one day)

Gentleman (that's Me)

Lady ( one day)

Blue nose pittbull ( my 🐕 )

🐕 ( her dog )

TEXAS

Two Passports....the world is our oyster ~

4

~4 hours of intimacy (sensual to the touch kisses, lightening strikes the soul poetic dialogue, breathtaking fourplay & toe curling karma sutra) is priceless especially when connecting with your..soulmate ~

Naked

~Stand buck naked in front of a mirror & be happy with what you see (mind, body & soul)then your soulmate will also but if you are not acceptable with who you are..don't expect someone else to. In other words be happy with yourself first, period

My own

~ I hold my own destiny within my hands, never depend on others to physically do what you can do for yourself ~

Books..

When you ask a girl ....what's your favorite author & she says all of them... I don't think... you will be speaking in detail about JD Salinger...just sayin...

Notes

~ Note to self...find an interesting conservative values  lady to invite out....fresh start with.. . a ( starting off with an amazing tasting seasoned chicken salad )  filet mignon, rice pilaf & mixed veggies  dinner... Why..hmm I like strong intelligent independent minded women that can  enlighten the room. Also it would be an honor to share sharp .. delightful witty conversation with a beautiful smile having...sweet lady that speaks her mind on a regular basis and I am blessed to be able to enjoy her company~

I just can't

~ I was speaking to this girl that wanted a higher paying job. I saw one at my old job that pays 18 an hour..benefits & pays more than what she receives now. I gave her the supervisors number and told her the day she can visit. I then asked her why don't you apply ..you can get the job in a week. She said no not right now.I would have to take a drug test & I want to finish my weed stash before applying. 😲Wow today's youth has me scratching my head....seriously 😮~

Leave/ Find

..if the gentleman can not.. emotionally ( pursue her with a depth that many envy, others won't understand & few can replicate)... Physically ... (exhaust the possibilities of Fourplay , Kamasutra & alphabetically ...letter by letter curl her toes).. & Mentally ( poetically speaking find a way to connect with her..so that dialogue wise you understand her intertwined mind , 💓 heart & soul)....with that ONE lady....then he is still a boy & she needs to leave..to find a MAN...

Just point and go....

~Make the journey the purpose in life, not just the destination ~

A few words..

~Enlightened deep dialogue can truly allow you to look deep within the soul of the one that really matters to you~

Thought process

~A JOB pays hourly ( less pay, more dependent on others)....a CAREER pays a salary ( more pay, completely independent)...something to think about when it comes to LIFE....I keep meeting girls happy with a JOB yet not focused on the benifits of having a CAREER~

Handicap

~  To walk (literally) through a door ( I see this on my campus today) people prefer to have the door open for them ( they hit the handicap accessible ) ....these are the type of people we are dealing with in today's world...& this is just plain sad ~

Choice is made...

~My life does not depend on whether or not a football team visits the white house or not.....my life depends on whether or not I'm legally prepared to defend myself if someone attempts to rob me in my house or motor vehicle....~

Just my way...TODAY

~ Every now and then ( like just the other day) I run into people that used to treat me like s*** back in high school. They tended to act like it was just a nothing/way of the world/ something I can do to you so you just need to take it... sort of thing when you enthusiastically put me down verbally like it was a growing up sort of thing. Now I don't acknowledge your very existence...I am no longer in a place where I am forced to be in the same room with you. Have to have a conversation with you just to fit in with the cool crowd. Now I have no sympathy that you just got out of jail, I have no sympathy you have no money to feed your child, I have no sympathy since your in the rain & the bus is late. I work full time, I go to school, I have a car & have my own place.I have no sympathy for IDIOTS...~

Working reality

~ I tend to believe the only way to survive is to focus on what matters & make it work ~

Whats pretty

There is nothing pretty about life accept that you get to experience it for a short time...

Truth

~ Never count yourself out ... especially when you know you can handle ... anything ~

H I S T O R Y

~ History is something that is painful to acknowledge, view, witness, understand, poetically explain or directly confront..... HOWEVER....it can not be ignored....if you act like it never happened....you are the one looking foolish.. embrace it ~

My process....

~ I don't generally ask for what I deserve in life...I work hard to receive it.. gradually in time...patience is not my best feature ~

Yup

~ I tend to dance to the beat of my own rhythm when it comes to making life decisions ~

Not one of them...

Something I noticed about the 20 something's.. I work with.. all of them use the word n***a ( as a casual reference to people regardless of race ) yet none of them are black  ~

You...

~ Believe in yourself...let nothing determine your life's direction but ...YOU... ~

I got this..

~ Self drive to succeed is the name of the game...dress for yourself but know your worth ~...

F is for eyes front...

~ The only way you will get to the next step ( in life)...is to put your best foot forward & walk ....dont depend on the ones behind or  beside you to push you.. ~....

Eyes front...

No one controls the future but if you work hard and keep an eye on what's up ahead you maybe just might be lucky enough to at least..guide yourself in the right direction....

42 years of age today...

~In the last two years..I have seriously had a rough road of travel...one step at a time..I have attempted to achieve my goals..but for a long time...continutious road blocks ...have risen in my way. Only those that are capable of finding a way ..makes it through. With that being said..I am today 42 years of age...a year from my degree at SCSU....& Many stages away from idealistic life but I refuse to give up...... Eyes on the prize~

Better

~ A boy asks others what should he do...when he has to make a choice..however a man makes the decision & lives with the consequences good, bad or indifferent ~

Black dragon

~ A black dragon that knows how to defend itself when backed into a corner...is better than one that has no knowledge of how to~

Choices

~ Never allow others to make your decisions for you.. especially when you are very capable of doing that on your own ~

I control my life..

~ Never let others try to control you...especially when your living an honest life..~

7 moves

~ Life is like ~Chess~ if you don't make thought provoking moves ( think 7 moves ahead)..you will fail in the long run...be wise in your actions ~

Air..

~Only way I give up is that the air in my lungs no longer travels freely ~

Find that beauty...

~ There is beauty in finding your own way when it comes to you achieving whatever goals you set forth for yourself ~

Notes on the horizon...

Note to self... regardless of the situation...always find a way to treat your woman like a queen .....mind ( mentally), heart( emotionally) & soul ( sensually).....life is too short to treat her differently...

H i s t o r y

~Knowledge comes from history...know how to fight with the past..control the activities of the present & make a difference in the future ~

Y,T & Tommorow

~ A day without the gym is a day without air...it's all about giving nourishment of exercise to the body....always feed it ~

✋

~ When you are told you can't do something specifically for yourself by someone you considered a friend... ✋ BYE ~

Blow

~ I am the only change in the wind of my life...you are just a witness...~

Embrace..

~ When it comes to failure own up to it. Nobody's perfect...plus  you learn over time...so you can be ready to embrace the success when it finally comes ~

ML

~ Note to self...Marcia Lucas ( future ex wife) called George Lucas's ~ Star Wars ~ a kids movie which no one will take it seriously & called Martin Scorsese's ~ New York, New York ~ a film for grownups....hmmm never invole yourself with a woman that does not support you ... ENTIRELY ~

Star Wars 1976 laugh

~ Star Wars 1976 / Carrie 1976...when casting both films at the same time.. The director ( Brian Depalma) of Carrie laughed & considered the film Star Wars a joke...at a final tally of 775 million vs. 33.1 million.. I am guessing George Lucas got the last laugh~

Mirror mirror

~ When you hear people literally tell you that who you are is not what is the mirror image of others tell them ..thats what your aiming to be..your own man ~

Look .. Straight

~Look at the woman..Yes..you will see her outer beauty..but it is the inner workings of her soul you should take a look at..deep, intriguing yet poetic dialogue to communicate with her~

I depend on me...

~ In life you will always reach that wall...you can either debate what you will do or find a way to get over, under or through it..but I will.. accomplish my goals....no other way about it ~

To tell the truth..

Q~What is lacking in your life?

A~A damn good deep impression very vivacious independent, sensual, sweet lady with poetic dialogue that leaves me  essentially moved..

Bully & fake friends...

~If someone was a bully to you in the past..yet others watched & just laughed..many years later..ignore those people & the bully..in life,in passing & also on  Facebook, bye.. my life goes on~

V day

~ Love is unconditionally yours when you find that special someone..who accepts you for who you are..mind, body & soul ~

Atlas

~Hard-working individuals always feel like the weight of the world....is on their shoulders...it's how you balance...it.. gives CHARACTER.. better clarification as to how you work under pressure..think..Atlas ~

Laser focused...

~ Never let others discourage you from your goals..staying focused is the only way to achieve the prize in life ~

See my words...

~ I like the fact that with words you can restore the faith in what language can do ...how deeply it can affect those that surround you & how much character is emotionally established with a well versed alphabetical order of communication in-between two people ~

Spartan

~ When everybody surrounding you ..tells you that it is Impossible to do... ACHIEVE YOUR ultimate GOAL...then find a new group of (encouraging) people to be around..... SPARTAN ~

Taekwondo

~In martial arts...it is the will of the strong which makes you least likely to fail...~

Sleep is my only weakness

~Only time you give up is when you go to sleep.
When you wake up..get back to achieving the goal~

Prosperity

~ Do what comes naturally & if that means leading instead of following...then make that path in the dirt road..it's those that wait that will not prosper in the end ~

Wolf vs Sheep in Film..

~ In filmmaking ..you have so many people for years trying to fit in..however let me be clear..I am going to be an auteur (thesbian, producer, dialogist) but I prefer to make my own path than to continue the direction of others..better to be a lone 🐺 wolf making strides then to be following the herd while within a group of 🐑 sheep with no where to go ~

Story of my life...

~ Life is not all about dollars but you need to make sense of it all ~

G

~Money (green pieces of paper with white men on the front cover) is a tool used by some to achieve their goals or air ( literally) for others cause they can't get enough of it.... ~

HF 3

HISTORICAL FACTS...... Young people heard the priests ( Massachusetts) speak to them in the past about how this was ok and fine with god.... Doesn't change the fact they still indeed did rape the boys.... History does not change the facts...~

HF 2

HISTORICAL FACTS is not something you dismiss..it is what you hold up to the light cause what you did in the past pretty much defines your character within the present & maps out your future...

HF1

HISTORICAL FACTS is about you can not erase his ( jayz) past ( a former crack dealer) no matter how many milestones ( own label, creative control, millions, donations meeting/ partying with the PRESIDENT..etc.) in the present you continue to make ...what you did in the past ( responsible for drug addiction, death of others & destroying the very core of families for a dollar)  will one day catch up you you in the future ( Easy-E, anybody?) As a student of history ..I am willing to examine the good, bad & ugly of it all.

For now..

~Due to the scary daily activities of the young people of today..I truly worry for the future of the people of tomorrow~

Feb/1/2018

Spell - Good Morning- with deep below the belly button kisses to wake her/ Let her eyes take in the white rose petals surrounding the bedroom/ Let me carry you to the strawberry scented bath water with a sponge in ✋ hand/ Soft whispers of a few thoughts to give you reason to smile.....its V month ...february 1st 2018..

?

~Why make an inquiry with strangers about what direction my life should go, especially when I can look within my own soul & answer the question for myself~

Trust your gut

~A honest pathway to reach your goals (mostlikely) is difficult but at least you can say..no handouts resulted in my success~

Know thy self...

~Just because you were raised within a society that uses a ( belittling) polite term to describe you, doesn't mean you need to use these words (for life) to define who/what... YOU are~

Room B

~ I can imagine the 🕯️ candlelight dinners while the sunsets.......

I can see the deep oil cocca butter massage therapy shared between two....

I can see the sharing of one 🍷 wine glass of Moscato...between two while overlooking the 🌃 night life...

Small tastings of strawberries and cream...sharing one spoon between us

8 hours of Kama sutra moments that electrify the evening ...

Naked moments of whispering  poetry into her ear while 😘 kissing down the middle of her back...

I like ~

Abc's

~Words matter, sincere dialogue expresses a lot, poetic thoughts alphabetically spoken means much~

Every day

~ A woman is a delicate beauty of a human being...romance, respect, understand, be kind & listen to her. Everyday is a learning experience ~

Something to sink my teeth in...

~ Food for thought..the same STATE run courts that said it is fine for Walter Scott to be shot by Officer Michael Slager (April 4,2015)/ Kathryn Steinle to be shot by Undocumented Jose Inez Garcia Zarate (July 1, 2015)...YET..it is FEDERAL run courts actually..doing the convicting these days of multiple cases including these two..makes you wonder...WHY ~....

Not me...

~Never allow someone to put you down verbally,it would become a habit of you forgiving them & these people keep putting you down~

No tough choices...

~Life is about really coming to terms with .. becoming what you want to be & not letting ANYTHING get in the way of that~

1969/1980

~ In Filmmaking.. historically speaking..if you take out all the white people in the book ~ Easy Rider 1969/ Raging Bull 1980~.. apparently there is NO one that made a great film ( of any other Nationality)..in the 1970's ( ignoring the works of Omar Sharif, Bruce Lee, Anthony Quinn & Sidney Poitier) ...plus the whole book would be blank. But what pisses me off is people saying this is the best Director, producer, screenplay writer..etc..when no one else was given a shot to make films their own way for decades...... ~

Ear like chat...

~ I...no....YOU...no...We...YES...deserve those delicate stars in the sky ( light up the pathway) type of communication that not only..fills a room with dialogue that guides your passions but also..caters to your sensual needs..like rain drops..let the words just fall & land softly in that special someones ear...~

Tea to COFFEE

~Coffee repels a woman when it comes to kissing her mind, touching her soul & injections of life...with each heartbeat of her heart.....coffee is for work... Tea ...is for the pleasure of her company...~

Dostoyevsky

~ If your reading ~ The IDIOT ~ for pleasure, enjoying a glass of Moscato & someone of the opposite sex comes by ...then makes the statement... Why are you reading Dostoyevsky ?.... Finish your glass & just walk away...the mere question is insulting ~

S& M

A woman can compliment your whole existence. A soulmate will extract you from your miserable pathetic surroundings with a delicate look, simple touch, emotional bond & elevate you into an enlightened environment of waiting to exhale..

Fireflies dance

~ When I dance with you alone..I am enjoying the one on one moments that tend to bath me within the enlightenment of life but when I tend to use you to invite myself into the mind,heart & soul of a good woman..I find myself like 🔥 fireflies searching for the best way to spark up a dark evening .. basically exchanging coupled alphabetical letters with a serious meaning behind it..makes two become that one ~

Mouth talk with a R

~ Romance starts with a connection...think  a,b,c's...A ( animalistic apple bottom arousals of the deep kind), B ( bold beautiful bravely be there for me moments) & C ( cute compassionate communication of the crazy sincere comfortable type)...love of  WORDS..... as they softly filter themselves from ( that one person you think of Consistently).. mouth ~

A little fire underneath

~Being intimate with a woman..means choosing carefully your dialogue ( deeply Intelligent soft layered engaging emotional passionate language) after ordering two drinks (of ~ a slow comfortable screw cocktails ~) & while the scented 🕯️ candle dances you...learn what 🔥 fires burn within her.. (over a few hours)..during a full 🌒 moon evening~

Look closer...

~There is more to a woman than what you see when you look into her eyes..take the time ESSENTIALLY..connect with her, mentally~

More to see...

~There is more to a woman than outer beauty,take a moment understand that inner soul with words..peal back the layers,learn her~

A Girl all grown up is ....

....Women are like the 🍯 honey ( sensually sweet, sparkling beauty & worth the wait) Pooh Bear tends crave for .....morning, noon & nite ....~

~ A lady is a delicate yet gracious strong yet poetic (with her actions, communication & mixed berries of activities) dreamlife of 👼 angels type of individual ~

~ the female..... is to be treated kindly, respected daily, looked at from afar & breathed in like air ( if you want to better understand) when communicating with up,close & personal ~

Thought process....romance..

May I respectfully cook you a fillet mignon, seasoned veggies with Moscato white wine dinner.... Slowly let me feed you....

I have a strawberry scented bath running for you afterwards...sponge is ready.....

.....Cocca butter oil deep body ( soft kisses down the middle of your back) massage...slowly by 🕯️ candlelight......

......~ lovejones soundtrack will play...let's slow dance to the music...

....now what else can I do for you to make you smile....

I am a constitutional conservative

~ If given the opportunity...to support an individual that by all means does what he can to make my life difficult versus an individual that has no interest to help, won't give me a hand out or does not cut my legs from up under me..I choose the one that leaves me to my own my destiny & it remains in my own hands✋~